Well, it's been a while. Life has been busy busy, that's for sure. I also don't really like to write out my thoughts for everyone to see until they're at least a little bit formulated...which they haven't been lately. I mean, I have had so many thoughts and so many good things happening these past few weeks it's ridiculous, but that's the thing--so many! Too many to really write in a blog post. Besides, I'm not sure I'm ready to share them with the world yet anyway.
As I said, so much good has happened recently, but there have also been challenges. I want to talk more about the good because there is more glory in that, but honestly I've struggled too.
Suffice it to say, right now I'm on a fabulous part of my life journey. I am getting to know God in a deeper way and I'm loving our relationship. I'm learning to trust Him more and more--something I've always struggled with. I'm seeing my life in a clearer way--a way that allows me to see the beauty and not so much the loss. I just don't trust easily. Luckily, He knows.
He's asked me to do some things that are scary and require a different level of faith than I've experienced before. Honestly, some days I just feel stagnant, like I'm not really doing anything. Like I'm waiting around for a Morpheus to come and offer me the chance of a lifetime, with a clear plan of what I'm supposed to do. I guess even Neo went through times of discouragement and confusion with what he was supposed to do. That's an element of faith though...trusting that it will all be okay. I need to stay focused--I really am doing so many wonderful things. It's more my mind thinking it's not enough or not what I think I should be doing that is getting in the way. Good thing God is good enough to overcome that. He already did.
Mostly I'm writing to throw out some updates on my life. This is the end of my post.
